Showing posts with label fear. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fear. Show all posts

Saturday, August 8, 2009

UFear

Having read and commented here and there on the fear factors in our lives, I should come clean with my own. I do not think about fear until it rears its ugly face and I hide, or more likely, totally ignore it (it is supposed to go away if you do that lol) So delving deep into the locked rooms of my mind castle, let's see:
1. Fear of being committed when not crazy- but I am, slightly crazy that is-
2. Fear of falling, especially on icy surfaces- since I did do that, breaking my femur and shattering my rotor cuff, both on my predominate left side- which caused me much pain and lost of job, income, health benefits etc. etc
3. Fear of being unmasked as the terrible person I am inside- you know that evil twin that lurks under the surface- (insert sinister laugh)
4. Fear of heights with water on side (not bridges) without guard rails-
5. Kids walking on ledges with drops on one side- related to #4

those are the baddies to me- take your snakes, bugs, vomit etc. they exist, they are gross but I am not fearful of them